What have we Abandoned?

What Have We Abandoned?
What have we abandoned within our spirits
that has long been forgotten in our memories?
What beliefs have been allowed to
delude and sedate thinking
and influence lives beyond repair?
Relationships are left helpless and without guidance past the lust of attraction that
runs its course all to quickly. Babies are born into this rush to grasp onto the
security, "childlike" mindsets became brainwashed to seek out.
What has been forgotten, has become a society of ill-equipped misery, ruled and
controlled
by unsatisfied egos...
Does anyone even know they have one?
A vicious cycle of forgotten joys and pleasures, men and women are craving in
their souls...their minds and bodies. Addicted to filling a temporary void of
emptiness and countless disappointments to sustain their physical gratification
and appease their broken hearts.
This is the place called the... "Realm of Separation"

The Abandoned Memory...
But what is the core root of this sorrow that has
been forgotten and abandoned?
The memory of what a Man and Woman truly are in spirit. How they were
magnificently designed to be with each other. Joys and pleasures that are
there waiting to be awakened.
The all inclusive beauty of acceptance and adoration that would be their refuge, if
they would only try.
What would one find, if they awakened
and remembered the taste
of unimaginable freedom and love!
Would it be what they were looking for all along?
Men, woman and children are starving for relationships they can rely on and trust
in. What is holding them back? Is it all the previous disappointing experiences and
disappointments held in memory,
that have them in bondage telling
them not to submit...maybe so!
Passions are compromised, joy and pleasures are denied for
the sake of remaining safe and oblivious. If this pattern stays in motion too long,
it becomes accepted as the teacher!
How would this be rewritten if it were to
be remembered as it should, as it could?

What then...Would have to be forgotten?
What would have to be released and
given up in order to submit?
Is it too painful to rest,
in a situation, long enough to see if the goodness
still exists, instead of leaving as soon as it looks different then one imagined, not
trusting the differences will
reveal the greater wisdom?
If one part of our being is not honored, then this creates an imbalance.
If all parts are honored, then all is complete
for what it will reveal.
What have we given up in the outer, that we first gave up within? Where did the
disappointments truly begin? Is it within ourselves first that it manifests and then
appears before our eyes,
or the other way around?
The fear and spirit of insufficiency, of not having enough, will rule the senses like a
runaway train. On the track, but out of control...missing all of the signals. This will
surely cause one to abort their true spirit that would give them the wisdom, that
one is sufficient unto all things. We always have everything we need right where
we are, because we were given all that we needed when we were created.
This truth will never fail us!
It is only the denial of the spirit within us that we abandon, that delays the progress
of ones reconnecting
to their true identity and freedom.
But within our Belief Systems, a voice comes through that speaks to the contrary
that something is lacking or missing...or not enough. The name of this voice is
"The EGO"! Then the dance of need begins. What is missing in memory,
perpetuates what is lost in manifestation...what has been abandoned in spirit.
All the many places this separated spirit
has forgotten to remember!
But do not forget,
We are in a constant state of remanifesting what has been hidden in the shadows
behind the heart,
that will not ever, let you abandon its sorrow. Unless it is brought out into the open,
it is only then that one can be freed and released from its control.
Again, the name of this almighty control is...Ego!
It is what tells us to abandon the truth that is
within all of us waiting to rise.

When do we finally find the Joy and Pleasure?
When does it finally come?
Is it something that is illusive to some and not to others?
Does it keep its distance because we don't feel that we deserve it?
How do we find it in the midst of misery that surrounds
us on a daily basis?
While Love and Hate wrestle for a place to call home...
Which do we choose?
Our Ego's can play and have their ways with us
through our emotions, seducing our strength and power in
such subtle ways, we can hardly notice the departure.
What is it we abandon when this occurs?
There are emotions that diminish our power and strength
and there are emotions that increase
the vitality, joy and pleasures we seek in life.
Is it possible, the greater understanding of these
emotions when they arrive,
gives me a choice I can make,
to alter and influence the outcome?
Does fear or anger have control of me or do I have the
power to release these emotions that separate me from my spirit?
I can decide what power it has over me.
I can decide how the absence of joy in
someone else influences my peace and pleasure.
This is a choice I can choose.
True Peace is nothing missing, nothing broken...
If my Joy is compromised, what have I abandoned?
If I choose for this not to be, I must release
the indulgence the affect this pain has on me.
The fear of losing, or the separation from spirit,
tries to rob and steal from my soul.

What true guidance and Ancient Wisdom have I been separated from,
that I yearn to return to!
~
Choice...
Becomes the power to choose the emotions, that elevates my spirit out of the misery. It
begins as soon as the choice is realized, the indulgence is released and the greater benefits
of this is understood.
Choice of the emotions or mindset that will finally return the soul to its rightful place
in Joy and Pleasure.
Nothing missing, nothing broken...
~ True Peace ~